standing on the fringes of life.: summergirl88: I did not develop an eating disorder because I couldn’t...

"Sometimes, as I’m laying here thinking about everything, I make a wish to myself. I wish that whenever I wake up in the morning, my life has fast forwarded just a bit, to where I’m falling in love with the man who I am supposed to be with forever. I know, it’s silly really. I should be enjoying my life as a young teenager who’s full of energy and ready to face the world. But I feel like something is missing from my life right now. I don’t know, I’m just saying that I like to know what’s going to happen."